My friend recently found out she’s pregnant, and now she’s using it as an excuse to act like a bitch and make people buy her food and other things.
I can’t believe this is going to last 9
Months.
selfie sunday
im just a stupid fucking girl with stupid fucking feelings and i can’t talk to ANYONE about them because it will completely FUCK everything up. DAMN IT.
what the hell am i supposed to do?
just a curious thought:
If you are currently extremely happy in a relationship, but you are pretty sure things may NOT work out well in the future, do you stay in the relationship knowing it’s sort of doomed?
Yeah I wasn’t gonna say anything about it, but yeah. That thing we did today. Pretty intense feels. Doesn’t change the fact that I hate 95% of you, but the 5% I do care about— I care about you big.
I thought I would only get 3 or 4, but I got so much more than that. And it’s not really about the number, Some of the things people said to me were so kind, and heartfelt. and I could see emotion in their eyes. and some people i couldn’t even look in their eyes because I knew I would get choked up or some stupid crap like that.
for some people my hands were shaking as I tied them around their wrists, and I could barely get words out because there was so much I could say but nothing would come out right… anyway. I don’t know. I guess being with people for 4 years you really get to know them, and grow attached.
Most people, I could deal with not seeing every day, but a few people, it’s gonna be rough I guess.
Jeez, I took this picture a couple of days ago, and every time i see it, I feel like I look like an alien or something. Mane I’m scared of myself, thats not good.
"I had my virginity taken from me at the tender age of 13. I snuck out of my house to go to a concert with my friends. I saw him many times at the event, even smiled at him once. He was around 45. I didn’t love him, I didn’t even like him. The worst part is, I didn’t even know him."
Talking with a friend who was raped when she was 13.
I kind of like this, but not really. To be honest I think I just look too tired.
DO YOU EVER REALLY WANT TO SEE SOMEONE BECAUSE YOU MISS THEM AND YOU WANT TO KISS THEM BUT THEY’RE NOT AROUND AND YOU JUST FEEL SORT OF PISSED BECAUSE YOU CANT GET ANYTHING DONE BECAUSE YOU’RE TOO BUSY THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM?
On changes for someone else
my longest relationship was 3 months short of a year. I don’t hate him, but I hate who I was when I was with him. My current relationship is different. I am who I am with him.
You should never feel the need to compromise what you hold valuable in order to make someone else happy. Don’t get me wrong. chaning and growing up and trying new things to discover yourself and find a path that makes you happy in life is good. Change is good.
But changing for someone else only brings misery, and with misery comes grief and resentment, And finally, the paralyzing feeling that you’ve lost yourself, and that you can never return to how you once were.
It’s a terrible thing to look in the mirror and truly not recognize the person staring back at you. And I don’t ever want to feel that way again. If you only love me for who you think I might become, or who you want me to be, then you are wasting my time, as well as your own. If you love me only in the good times, then don’t bother with me. I am like a maze where all of the walls are continually changing, and I need to be able to be who I am, good or bad, convenient or inconvenient, day or night.
most importantly, it’s okay to be who you are. Remember that.
