"Like, damn."

Me, expressing all ranges of emotion
  • my boyfriend was dropping me off at his house after spending time together.
  • him: *staring at me for a little while, takes my hand in his and says* You know, You really are so beautiful and wonderful and perfect for me, and I wish you believed all that.
  • me: I do believe all that.
  • him: You don't think you're really all that beautiful though.
  • me: ... Sure I do.
  • him: you should. Because you are. You really really are. *kisses me*
  • me: *blushing uncontrollably trying not to giggle or swoon*
  • him: *grinning* I better not see any of this on tumblr.
  • me: what do you mean?
  • him: you better not say how you think I'm full of shit for saying you're beautiful!
  • me: riiight. ;)

"I fucking hate all of you goodbye"

me everyday

I want to take every feeling I have

every strand of emotion 

and condense it into a small ball of energy

and throw it into an abyss or a black hole

so that I will never have to deal with it

just a curious thought:

If you are currently extremely happy in a relationship, but you are pretty sure things may NOT work out well in the future, do you stay in the relationship knowing it’s sort of doomed?

I love you.

see my problem?

Yeah I wasn’t gonna say anything about it, but yeah. That thing we did today. Pretty intense feels. Doesn’t change the fact that I hate 95% of you, but the 5% I do care about— I care about you big. 
I thought I would only get 3 or 4, but I got so much more than that. And it’s not really about the number, Some of the things people said to me were so kind, and heartfelt. and I could see emotion in their eyes. and some people i couldn’t even look in their eyes because I knew I would get choked up or some stupid crap like that.
for some people my hands were shaking as I tied them around their wrists, and I could barely get words out because there was so much I could say but nothing would come out right… anyway. I don’t know. I guess being with people for 4 years you really get to know them, and grow attached. 
Most people, I could deal with not seeing every day, but a few people, it’s gonna be rough I guess. 

Yeah I wasn’t gonna say anything about it, but yeah. That thing we did today. Pretty intense feels. Doesn’t change the fact that I hate 95% of you, but the 5% I do care about— I care about you big

I thought I would only get 3 or 4, but I got so much more than that. And it’s not really about the number, Some of the things people said to me were so kind, and heartfelt. and I could see emotion in their eyes. and some people i couldn’t even look in their eyes because I knew I would get choked up or some stupid crap like that.

for some people my hands were shaking as I tied them around their wrists, and I could barely get words out because there was so much I could say but nothing would come out right… anyway. I don’t know. I guess being with people for 4 years you really get to know them, and grow attached. 

Most people, I could deal with not seeing every day, but a few people, it’s gonna be rough I guess. 

I love when I have my window open in my room, and I can feel a cool breeze on my feet, and remember that I am a human being with a pulse and the amazing ability to feel, and it’s just a wonderful thing.

I HATE WHEN I MISS YOU, BECAUSE WHEN I MISS YOU I MISS YOU BADLY.

I miss the way you make me smile.